By urika

Once open a time, I fell in luv with one guy…. He study in same skool as me. We meet every day but dun talk with each other…we jus see each other and smile. I started luvin him when he first came to our skool. He was cool… and he was punk… most of the girls liked him…and propose him…but I have never got chance to talk to him bout my feelin towards him… each n every day I luv him deeply... I shared my feelin towards him with my best fren… she told me to go n tell him every thing that I feel for him…but I was so shy n I feel like if I tell him then I will lose him…then one day he came to me to talk…he was coming towards me and I was blusin (my fren said that to me..Hehehe...) he came to my class and sat beside me and started to talk…we shared a lot of thing to each other… then I knew that he so frank guy…then after that I luv him deeper n deeper… we talk and laugh every day at skool… and also meet out side from skool also… but that after some months when I m getting closer to him I had a message frm my dad n mom that I have to go to UK after a week… when I heard that news then I was really socked… then day after that news I told my frens and to him also…he was quiet happy for me that I m goin in foreign place…but I was not coz I have to leave him without sayin I luv him so much…my sissy didn’t let me meet my frenz from that day…then after 1 week I had a flight for UK…. I can’t stop my tears come out from my eyes… I started cryin with my fren who know about my feelin towards him…she was gonna tell him about me but I stopped her to tell him about my feelings… he was also there in the airport… I had a email add of him and after many months we meet in msn…we talked a lot in msn… we talked every day in msn… he says that he came on9 only for me… when he says that I feel so happy… we get closer n closer…then he propose me for his best fren coz I understand his all the
weakness…strength…and his happiness n sadness… I was with him in every step of his lyf…I also call him from UK to Hong Kong…ohh…forget to say that he went to Hong Kong after 9 or 10 months after I came to UK…we meet in msn for many months bout 8 or 9 months daily…then after that he stopped to come on9… and if he come on9 then he didn’t talk with me, if I write something to him like hi hello or how r u?? Then he didn’t reply me anything…I was so hurt bout that…he told me that he lost him mobile also so I stopped to call him… also he had given me his home no but I feel weird to call at his home… I dun knw wat happened to him… then after some day I called at his home then I found out wat happened to him… he had a braintumer… he once told me that he got a braintumer but I thought he was lyin… I was totally socked when his sissy told me bout him… I never loved anybody as I loved him… then every day I call him… to knw how is he…is he feelin well or not… I cried every day memorizin him… every night I dreamed bout him… then after some weeks I heard that he is in hospital…coz he was serious… I called in his sissy mobile and talked to him…and I knew that he also loved me as much as I did… he also thought that if he says it to me that I would go away from him… he also thinks like I think… then when I heard that he also luv me then my eye can’t stop the tears… I wanted to see him before he dies… but I haven’t got luck to meet him once after when I went to UK…. Then from that day I feel like I m unlucky girl in this world… I can’t treat and luv a lot to my luv when he was goin to die… I can’t say him farewell…too… I m so unlucky… I could have told him wat I feel for him… but I didn’t… dun yuh think that I m unlucky???? But I will always luv him from my bottom of the heart…he is saved in my heart and can’t forget him… If I also try to forget him then also I can’t coz I have loved him from my heart… luv yuh…forever n ever…urz……I m jus made for yuh not for others…a fools only tears…

Submitted By urika

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